Arcanum

I woke up in this forest

With no beginning and no end

No kind of my own, no light, no shed

No memories could tell from before the time being

But the heart missed what wasn’t known yet

From my past there was no recall

Who I was, where did I want to go

Was not in the matters

Since the survival was the only goal

Every day was a battle

The luscious fruit one day was medicine

The other was venin

Unveiling, everything was the same

But the duskiness transformed it in sin

No one around, muteness

The only one talking, my mind

And she was never in quiescence, never lull

Just waiting to ravish my line

One day, a squawk

Hidden in the bushes I could see

Those eyes never before seen

Wired, pugnacious, in awe

Staring, staring at me

Made it shake my whole body

Laughing were my knees

Terrified, a big stone I threw

Go away, go away you evil sleaze!

Long days, long days without sleep

Afraid of the beast to return

Wondering to nowhere, always on guard

In that state of eternal dormancy

Running away, I sank into the torpor of the nard

Done for, no energy in my possession

I was certain to give up on the long road

So I let my body to be sucked by the turf

Thing never dreamed to be bode

A loud howl cut the vault

And I thought I was deceased

But my eyes opened alert and wide

I felt the blood running and burning in feast

Like for the first time I was alive

My whole cells suddenly dashed

With a force never before felt

I needed to touch I needed to see I needed the proof

To remember what existed before hell

I rushed into the dense forest

And could feel it again in my back

But this time I was wonder and swain

So with my might I decided to look back

And I could remember everything once again

For a long time those globes were already known

Forgotten in the years without plea

Who could ever tell? Who could ever see?

That as a matter of fact

That beast was actually me!